I second HP on this. Keep at it. If you give in to this, when your 4 months is up, it'll just be something else.
Put your boots on friend, it's gonna get deep for awhile.
Hugs to you, Nicky
"There are two types of people -- those who come into a room and say, 'Well, here I am,' and those who come in and say, 'Ah, there you are.'"
Frederick Collins