Well, W and I have another C session this Saturday. It's been over a month since our last session. I've been thinking that this will be it for now as I don't think this C can offer us anything additional.
This looks like a good sign and at the same time I have this feeling that we will need to replace this formal and productive communication forum with something unsupervised. I have this uneasy feeling about it. Kinda like the little bird jumping out of the nest. Time to fly, I guess.
I almost wish W would continue some personal C sessions as I know she still suffers from an identity crisis. I know that I cannot fix it for her. I can only monitor the situation and provide support.
I have alot to be grateful for. This past year and a half has proven to be a very interesting journey indeed. I know I have grown imensely. I also feel lucky to have managed to turn things around for W and I. At least for the time being. I don't think it would have happened if not for Michele's DB book and the support I received on this BB.
I recognize that for me, the battle is far from over. There will be no more blissful innocence/ingnorance for me. Every day will be an opportunity to strengthen or weaken my relationship with W.
Never forget that happiness comes from within. Depending on others to provide happiness is a path to self destruction. Also remember that you cannot be happy while harboring bad feelings like resentment, anger, suspicion, hatred. With these bad feelings we severly restrict our potential.
This C session sould be interesting. My topic for discussion will be "Where do we go from here?" Wish us luck.
