Blackie...The buttons are never getting sewn on again.

By the time it clicked with me, it was too late. H was totally involved with his ow. I get it now. I want to make sure it will never happen again.

But, this lesson I've learned here will probably not pertain to the next R I have. Each one is different...I just have to figure out who I am, who I am supposed to be, and to be true to myself. I think that if I can just figure that out, the rest will fall into place.

I've realized that I'm not really LD. It was totally situational. I was not getting from him what I needed to feel the "tingle." I don't think I knew, wouldn't have been able to tell him if I tried...and I did try. I knew it was wrong, I just didn't know how to fix it then.

Sorry for the hijack Heather...



Each experience in life has formed me, become part of me, made me stronger.