I know that your H continues to poke at you and take pot shots. It makes sense that you are trying to figure out whether or not you care. Realize though, that you need to figure it out because you won't move forward in the state that you are in. What would it take for you to reach a firm decision one way or the other? Do you two attend MC? If not, why not? You may have answered this before and if so, I apologize but regardless, you need to attend some IC. You cannot take those kind of shots all the time without some damage. KWIM?
