Thank you for your replys, it feels good to hear from people who really understand what i'm going through. Well, here's the latest; This is day 2 of being deep, deep undercover my phone stays off 90% of the time. I am initiating no contact, and am trying to start a healing process. I am not really that devastated because in my heart I knew anyway. I think about it periodically but in a strange way i am relieved. Maybe that was the major stumbling block to our progress, in either direction. At this time I am slighty indifferent concerning the direction our marriage takes at this point. Ultimately, I would like this to work out but I do not want to harbor any false hopes. She did call today and I did not answer. She chose not to leave a message. I would really like to hear from someone I'm kinda lonely.
