Nope, sorry, didn't get to see that one yet (2 young kids) but my mom saw it and said it was GREAT. H's job has had him working just about every weekend since Dec...nice thing tho-he asks us to accompany him-and we have been going with him just about every weekend....we all went to Atlantic City last weekend for a conference. We have planned a weekend in May, my mom offered to watch the kids for a weekend away for our anniversary (just H and me). H is working 3 of 4 weekends this month alone, and we're going to visit family over Easter....
I do give H credit, it was really hard for him to admit to me what he'd done especially knowing that I'd always said 'if you cheat-I'm gone'. I am not sure he would ever have told me if I had not found out...he said he was so afraid of losing me...he was/is racked with guilt, depressed, anxious, nervous, having trouble sleeping and eating, he was miserable and now that it's out he feels a tremendous weight lifted off him...but now sees what it's doing to me... ...I've often thought maybe he was testing me and when I offer this to him he just says "I don't know". Kent says in his post that he's not sure he misses his W (she's in FL). I can relate. I mean, I love H, I want to be here and make this thing work...but I do not feel the same about him and don't know if I ever will. My resolve was so strong-my belief in our marriage so complete, my illusion, but he killed that. If someone were to ask my opinion of marriage, I would probably advise against it unless they were REALLY REALLY sure, and even then, tell them there are no absolutes. Plan for the unexpected so as to prevent it. (Sivus pacem para bellem-forgive my spelling, but it's Latin for 'if you want peace, prepare for war').
Like I said in another post (somewhere) that I almost feel guilty when I say "I love you too". Not because I don't, but because maybe I don't think he deserves me to 'roll over' and accept this thing as well and as quickly as I have.
I am fixin to reply to a woman (screen name is Dana) that says she is afraid to be herself...Oh man do I know how she feels....because THAT was the person H cheated on.
