Good point Kent. It feels exciting to us also to know that we are building something stronger than we ever knew could be. I'm confident that my H too feels like we are entering a world never known till you start stepping into it. We take a step of trust and 5 positive alternative routes become visible that we didn't see before. We still have a lot to work out (I'm posting some under staying solution focused about this) but we love each other better than ever before. It's been painful but I do cherish this precious journey and hope we can keep learning.