Why is it when I can see that my R is starting to move forward and that the d*mn knot in my stomach starts to relax; BAM... my H starts acting like a butthead again?
Why why why!?
I know why... it's because I TALKED about it. (No, not to my H. Remember, I'm 'bugging' him if I want to talk about what's going on in our R.) But because on here I wrote about it and to my friend I verbally expressed the progress and positiveness that was taking place!
ARhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... what was I thinking?!!
Why is life so frigging hard? Life is too effing short for this!
