And I have to deal with the suicide issue myself as well. My wife is manic-depressive (bipolar disorder), which means that there is a 25% chance that she will attempt suicide at some point in her life.

Earlier on in my sitch, I worried about her a lot, because I knew that leaving her family had put her under an incredible emotional strain and she sometimes talked about how depressed she was. If I didn't hear from her for a few days, I would start worrying about her and wondering if she was thinking about suicide. It's only recently that I've been able to detach from that, so I know how hard it is.

Tryingtosave, I wish you the very best, man.


The LORD is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth." (Psalm 145:18)