She doesn't go into explicit sex stuff, she just tells me about her emotions, what she dislikes about the OM, the wierd stuff he does(habits, not sex). OM manipulated her head real bad and is continuing to do so. Suicide is not a threat until the OM drops her like a hot potato. If I am not there for her, I fear where she will end up. I am her rock, I am detached emotionally from the situation, I know I cannot do anything but improve and take care of myself. I know this A will end, I am prepared to wait. I can handle the details, C told me I am fine when met with him individually, and that I have incredible self control, and mental and emotional strength.
