Sir, I feel your pain; well not really, but I can imagine.
I am so sorry for your situation. Go get the Divorce Remedy book, do it now, it will give you some degree of hope, some is better than what you have now.
God, I wish I could give you specific suggestions, but I can't, I just have hope you'll learn, that you'll persevere, that you'll beat the odds.
Keep up the good fight, bro, and drink lotsa' beer (just kidding, not since high school and college have I drank as I am now, but damn, I do look forward to another... .
