Mea Maxima culpa!

[Neos_wife]

I decided to answer her. (Okay, I know it's bad, I know it's wrong, I know it's foolish -- but sometimes yah just HAVE to touch that stove to see if hot still burns, yah know?)

(Oh, god I am being SOOOOOO naive!)

After she sent that weird poem-thing (twice!), I answered her with just this:

Do you truly see H this way?

She answered:

I just can't be a husband-stealing bitch, [Neo's Wife]. Can you understand that? I just CAN'T. I could not live with myself.

So this morning, after thinking about it (well, sleeping on it, I wrote it at 4 a.m.; sent it at 8.) I sent this:

I miss you terribly too.

One's decisions and choices, and the ramifications of those decisions and choices, define the person. You have written and said to me repeatedly you do not want to be a home-wrecker. I would say to you only: *half of MY home is not AT home.* What, then, are your decisions and choices and their ramifications?

(And you didn't answer: Do you truly see H this way?)

Neo's WIfe

Gotta keep chanting to myself: believe NOTHING you hear, and only HALF of what you see! Maybe that will help.

{sigh}

Waiting for my fingers to start burnin'.....

Neo's Wife