Sweetie, let it out. We must be on the same wavelength because the last few days I have been hit by profound sadness as well. Just at the loss...not really anger or anything.
I don't have real ill feelings for OW, just H....it's OUR life, I can't expect some other woman to care more than my H should have about his M status. Think of it that way. Keep the focus within your M.
I agree with lucy...you can't always keep the PMA...I get so distressed when I get sad and feel the pain, I guess I'm scared it won't ever end, and I hate feeling like the floor is falling out under me. I read your post and wept for an hour, I feel your pain.
You are an amazing woman. Let this out. Let it flow through you and make sure you don't hang onto any of it.
Wishes to you to hang in there and days get brighter. I hope you have a wonderful time with friends tomorrow.
