Hi PL, I'm so proud of your attitude. It's amazing and humbling to me, so thank you for sharing your journey.
And while I love both of those gadgets, I think you'd really like the iPod right now. My H has had one for a year and I never paid attention to it until the A (would borrow it to go to the gym), and I would not be w/out it now. Bought him another and kept his! Even have the gadget to play it in the car thru the radio speakers. (check on ebay, that's where I got H's with extras!)
Anyway, I raise a pompom for you today - RAH!
Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Is 43:18-19
If it seems slow in coming, wait. It's on its way. It will come right on time. Hab 2:3