Hi GH, Thanks so much for checking in with me now! It always makes me happy and grateful to hear from you. I really appreciate your caring support and great insights. It is interesting you would say this to me right now
Quote: Just believe in yourself
as I have been realizing exactly that as my true task at hand, over the last couple of days. I have been reading and listening and trying to find the answer to my "problem" from all of these external sources. I have come to realize clearly at a whole other level that what there is to do now, is only to get very clear on what I believe, what my goals are in support of those beliefs, the actions I am going to take in support of my beliefs, and then the prayers/affirmations/visualizations I need to have in place to support what I know to be true. Create my solutions. I can do that. There are no guarantees from the outside - even Michelle says that. My answers need to come from within, and my trusting myself and my path. I think I need to take my "PMA" to another level. I need to listen to myself, believe in myself (even more than all of the experts, even Michelle) and base my actions upon trusting myself.
I am going to do a little personal "research project" and dig into this a little deeper. I think I have adopted some limiting belliefs about my sitch, my H, myself. I think somewhere along the way I lost track of what I truly believe, I have been confused too, and have been living with a lot of chatter in my head from the crisis mode and all of the conflicting well-meaning information from the experts, ending up in "what should I do, what's the right thing to do?" questioning mode, questioning myself, and frustrated when one action or another didn't "work" to fix everything. I have enough information, and there will always be more to get. I need to integrate, and clear my own path. I am going to get quieter still, and listen to my own inner voice a little more profoundly than ever. I know the answers for my life are here inside of me. I just need to trust that.
I'll keep you posted.
PositivelyListening ************************************** When one door of happiness closes, another one opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us. - Helen Keller
questioning mode, questioning myself, and frustrated when one action or another didn't "work" to fix everything. I have enough information, and there will always be more to get. I need to integrate, and clear my own path. I am going to get quieter still, and listen to my own inner voice a little more profoundly than ever. I know the answers for my life are here inside of me. I just need to trust that.
