OK so I think things are going a little better but stil scared. My H text me a joke last monday and I responded not knowing he was texting everyone to stop sending him the junk texts since it is his work phone. It was a joke that had a question so I amswered. From that text on we were flirting back and forth for four hours and finally we were both heated up that we wanted to have sex. I suggested meeting me at the house and he agreed. I left work early and he showed up about 15 minutes after I got there. We were all over each other. I think it was the time we ever had. I stayed a little bit and walked around the yard as I was explaining the projects I was doing to the house. He offered to help. Our neighbor came over and greeted my H. My H had to go to a meeting so as he was saying goodbye to the neighbor I was walking to my car. My H came over and came me a kiss. I was in heaven. I did not expect that kiss at all. I thought things were going perfectly at that moment. Now meanwhile I told he didn't want anyone knowing. And I am guessing because he is still together with the OW. The rest of the week he was kinda standoffish. I had plans to go to the shore this weekend he apparently found out those plans because he mentioned them to me. I went to open up the shore house and visit his parents so they could be their grandson. My H's mom mentioned to me that she had talked to him on sunday and told him that she believes I deserve a second chance and that people change for the better. She said he mainly listened on the phone. I know his whole family is praying we get back together. They have told me that. So when I came home early sunday I text my H and invited him to go to a park with our son and he said he had already made plans but thanks for the invite. I think he is still together with the OW. It is killing me. Is there anything more I can do here? Should I write him a letter again expressing my feelings??? Or should I wait. I did buy a new bed this weekend and hoping it come in by wednesday so my H can notice it when he drops off our son this weekend. Maybe that will be more of a sign to him that I am really serious about wanting this to work out and I am willing to try anything. Is there anymore I can do here? Am I doing anything wrong? I appreciate all thoughts.
