First of all, you should move over to newcomers. This area is not looked at very frequently. And you are still to new to this process. The desperation I read in your message is the same desperation that your wife can sense. It is not a good vibe to send to her, one that says you are desperate, out of your mind, and incomplete without her.
So, advice: 1. Go to newcomers (please use punctuation) 2. Try to get your mind off of this. Meet new friends. Have fun. Work on personal goals. Start the process of becoming complete without your wife. She needs/wants a man that is complete, composed, healthy, and happy even under these circumstances. Neediness is a turn-off, even in a decent marriage. Don't contact her until she starts contacting you.
3) Take your wife off that pedestal. She isn't perfect and neither are you. You focus on being the best you can be and if she doesn't return then it's her loss.
4) Read posts and post on other people's threads in order to get feedback.
That's it for starters. Better get cracking and setting yourself some goals.
Me
In the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years. Abraham Lincoln
It is hard to fail, but it is worse never to have tried to succeed. Theodore Roosevelt
