My wife had originally told me that she was going to think untill june 1st today she emailed me that after talking to her shrink whom i happen to know encouraged her to go through with the divorce because it is the easiest way to get rid of her stress that she is going to be ready to talk sooner and in that same email she had talked about splitting the cars again so this is over. but what can i do i can not afford to call this phone support i dont have that kind of money im going to by the book but what can i do i have made all kinds of changes since she left and i know that talking about them does not work but she is not even going to give me a chance to show her changes. i have realized that i had a computer addiction problem and that i was in denial she has some weight and self esteem problems and i have tried to help but nothing nothing worked and i cant lose her i feel like im going to lose my mind.
