Reading provides great insight and ideas. Just don't forget to do something special each and every day. All the little things we do or don't do add up over time. Little things like holding W's hand while we fall asleep at night or a message on the bathroom mirror in lipstick have profound affects. I usually spend a little time each day thinking about how I will try to make today special.
Me2, You are still realing from the hurt of the A. It's OK! Trust does not necessarily come as quickly as forgiveness. H's actions will rule how slow or quick trust returns. You are doing well to focus on your own bad feelings, knowing that they are caused by you. It will get better.
Kent
[This message has been edited by KentS (edited 03-16-2001).]
