I get very wistful for those kind of times. Unfortunately for all of us, we not only have the goal in mind of wanting the sexual banquet but we want it with a particular person who doesn't want that or who, at any rate, prefers to keep to their diet all the time. The thing that always hangs me up is that I not only want that but I want it from my H. Not only does he not seem to want it but he can't even see it as someting to want.
