I just received the DR book yesterday; just finished it a few minutes ago.
I was doing so much wrong, have been for a while.
My W took off yesterday to get some work done at our cabin, I was sure it as a time to meet her (suspected) OM.
It began to rain, instead of sitting in the cabin by herself all night she decided to come home early in the evening.
I'm beginning to think that due to my amazing insecurity at this time because of our situation that I am probably making things out of what they are not. At least doubting my suspicions, making too much of certain things.
I Love her, deeply and dearly, I will fight for our M, I will not lose hope that someday, hopefully soon, she will also.
I will not let her go, but I will let her be; I will not give up.
