The distance, her coldness towards me, nothing but negative memories of our M & R, the edge-of-the-mattress clinging, the willingness to give up our family (we have young children involved), the constant running off for the evenings alone, now nights, etc., etc., etc.
I'm trying to determine whether, if an A is the case, how the knowledge would help the situ, how might it motivate or reduce me, how would my W take the fact that I know?
The ultimate goal is to save our M, but I don't want to screw things up further by sabotaging it myself.
