I have to want what? Make my marriage work out? Of course I do otherwise I won't be seeking advice. I really do love my husband, and its like a big dream of what is going on. He was never like this and I guess this is why its all a big shock to me. I seen no signs of it coming. He has not changed anything but the way he reacts to me. I have a question and hoping someone will give me some advice, now that he is sleeping downstairs and not with me, should I still continue to wake him up for work and still bring him his coffee like I use to do when we slept together? I don't know how to approach this one. And should I still do his laundry as well, I ask because I feel like we are just roommates at the moment. I don't want to stop something that I have been doing for years if it will hurt my marriage anymore than its hurting right now. I also know that he talks to her every night because I can hear him laughing. He drinks alot along with smoking a substance. I don't believe he knows that I can hear him, I take it as being disrepectful. I have not said anything to him about it in fear of making him angry. See every move I make I think twice about it, I feel like I am walking on egg shells especially in my own home and let me tell you, its very uncomfortable. Unfortunately, we ride together to work since we only have one vehicle that is trustworthy. And he doesn't say two words to me other than how tired he is. If I don't talk then nothing gets said. This feels like a punishment to me, why? I haven't done anything wrong, I am the faithful one. I want to say so much to him, but I don't.
