Thanks you all, but its just so very hard! I tell myself that I need to detach, I am trying but it is very tough! He is really starting to push me away more now, he will be going out of town next week as well. He is saying the same thing about OW, how his heart is there and not with me. I just can not believe that he does not love me anymore, like I said we have always been known to have a loving marriage, everyone will be shocked once the word is out. No one will believe it! He is pretty distant today, he has some days he is not so distant. I feel like that I have been beat up so bad. I don't want to give up on my marriage but I am starting to have some days that I just want to throw the towel in and just give up, but I don't because I love him so very much!
