what is DB and DR? Is it on this site? I am not begging, I did do that once when he first told me, and then I felt like a jerk the following day. He is still nice to me, but distant. Last night he slept downstairs and not in our bed. I did hear him call her after he thought I was asleep, and I guess he told her of our conversation we had. He was drunk, because after we spoke he starting drinking heavily. Today he seems in a good mood and a part of me is thinking this mood is either over guilt or he is relax for letting it all out. I love him so very very much, and to lose him would be like another death ahead of me. I do not have any other family other than my oldest son of 26 years old. It has been always me and my husband. Everyone knows us as always being together, and everyone would say how much in love we were. I can't understand how he can say that he is not in love with me anymore and hasn't been for some time, that is just to hard to believe. Yes, we have had our share of ups and downs no marriage is perfect. Now that he has this OMW he is in a complete other world. It hurts so bad!! And I can't stress it enough as to it wasn't bad enough to lose my son, now to lose my husband. My whole world feels like it is crumbling down on me and I am trying to stand tall, but it does get rough. I will wait for your reply back and I do appreciate any advice another can gve me! I am so lost!
