H will not go to counseling. He told me that from day one. He said he was sorry, and that is the end of it.....
He does show me little steps. And I guess I should concentrate on those and the rest will fall into place. I can't help but wonder sometimes the reasons why he came back. He told me that he missed the kids and that I was a part of it.. I should just go with that.
Sometimes it is just difficult, I want results and I did learn that time will take care of things. Time and GOD and that HE does it in HIS own time.
