Deb, Ok, now sit up straight. You have a huge chance here. I know you don't feel strong. Well, you have to fake it. Get some sleeping pills. I did for the first time and it was great what a good night's sleep will do. You have to get a grip. I know your whole body is shaking and you want to cry at the slightest thing. We have been there. Show him your value. Show him your spark and your smile. If he doesn't know what he wants then he wants you! He just forgot what a great person you are. Pretend to be strong. I do it every Friday when I date my wife. It is the only time I get to see her. She has told me she has seen a change in me. My confidence builds. Yours will too. Go out with a friend or go out alone. Have some fun even if you don't want to. It is time to stop the cycle of misery. Listen to Jamie. She's been there and knows how to help. Here is her thread: http://www.weiner-davis.com/ubb/Forum40/HTML/000307.html
Keep posting, even if no one replies right away. It helps to put things in writing and maybe get a response.
