Thanks IHJ, but even chocolate right now does not sound appealing. I'm on my pity pot and can't even get myself in a good enough mood to enjoy a favorite chocolaty treat. Boo hoo to me. I'm sure we will bounce back but it's the cycle of never really getting to some sense of M stability/happiness/contentment that drives me insane at times. I just feel like I am in a constant struggle to find some...passion...with my H, whether that is sexually, emotionally, any way at all.
