Hi Joanne, Thank you for responding. I understand your disappointment. I'm sorry this is happening.
From my own experience and from lots others here, the first time trying is not always successful, but a time for ironing out the bugs.
As for what YOU should do next, I wish I had the advice. Frankly, it sucks pulling the relationship wagon yourself while he rides. This I know all too well.
Hang in there. The answers will come to you. You are a smart woman with great knowledge and understanding. Sending you some PMA and a great big {{{{{hug}}}}}}}.
