I have to wonder if I'm not sleepwalking and my subconscious is making these posts in the middle of the night! I can identify with so much that you say about yourself.
So many of the things you post about yourself could be me...you seem to have a better way of saying them than I do!
Reacting without thinking....avoiding emotional intimacy and vulnerability...parents with issues (alcoholic father, mother that took the abuse)...damn, the list goes on.
I don't usually have much to offer in the way of advice, just wanted to say I'm avidly following along and hope to learn from you at the same time.
