Just a small addendum to the above message. I asked my H to tell me what changes he had noticed in me and he gave me almost exactly what I said myself.
He's enjoying reading DB, but I was slightly mistaken last night. I found he had fallen asleep while reading with the light on and was fast asleep when I went in. Still, I'm not complaining. I'm warming up on the inside and can feel a little twinkle coming back into my eyes. For a long time I've thought that I would never feel that way about him again, so it's rather a nice feeling.
Bye for now
Joanne
I think we may do some talking tonight so I shall watch myself carefully and see what traspires.