Here is my sitch. All advice welcome

[Hanging__On]

Wow. You folks are amazing. It really makes me think. Frank you have a heck of a way of putting things into the big picture. Thank you all so much for your support. I am quit a bit calmer today than I was yesterday. That might all change by tonight when I go home to empty house again. The W and I have never really sat down and talked and I am leaving it up to her to do so. I have offered but she has not taken me up on it. I still don't know how much longer I can hang on. I thought I was stronger and had more heart than this. I am just not sure that I will ever be happy with this woman again. I have always just lived with the dissapointment of our marraige because I wanted to honor my vows. I just figured things would work there way out. I know that is not the case now.