Good morning all. Well I slept alone last night with an empty house. Not much fun at all. I tried watching some TV to pass the time and keep my mind off of things, but it did not help much. I called my girls to tell them goodnight and that I loved them very much. I only talked to the W just a second.
I need some help on doing 180's I am not sure what to do. I want my W to notice changes me and to become curious again. I am just not sure how to do that.

I will say that the W went to a lot of effort to make sure the house looked good and the girls rooms looked very similar to what they used to have. All in all the place looked pretty much the same except for the back room wich was really empty. When I am in the house I have this horrible empty feeling. Every stich of clothing of the W is gone. It just really hard to imagine. I am in denyial I guess. I am just trying to stay strong but it is extremelly difficult.


Married 11 years, together 15 Two Daughters 6 and 2 D-day Jan.14 2006 Thread 1