Here is my sitch. All advice welcome

[Hanging__On]

Good morning all. Thanks HH for your words of encouragnent. Having people here that understand what I am going through really help. Well last night was pretty rough. My D5 kept asking the W to go camping. W's response is that she does not feel comfortable. The response does not hold water though. The people that we are going camping with have all continued to be part of our lives the last couple of months. I can really see that this is affecting the W. Last night she said ILY on her own. This morning she gave me a hug and a kiss before she left the house for work. She started to cry as she left the house.

Since I am headed to the woods to camping for the next 5 days I think she is feeling pretty bad about not being a part of the tradition we have. I beleive she will be up to no good while I am gone so that is going to be on my mind the whole time. I just pray that the Lord will get us through this horrific experience, and give me the strength to accept the things I cannot change.