Here is my sitch. All advice welcome

[Hanging__On]

Thanks for the great words of advice. It is soothing to know I am not the only one with these kinds of feelings. I wouln't wish this kind of pain on my worst enemy. I have been trying to pinpoint things that have gone wrong in my marraige. I know I have not been perfect and I relize I could have done some things better but I don't think anything I do or say right now will change her mind. I do have some hobbies that I like doing. I usually spend time every year fishing and hunting. The problem is since I found this stuff out I have not done nothing. I need to get back into living life but it is just so darn tough.