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Thanks GH for checking out the mess I am in. I am having a hard time this morning. She told me she is going to move out this weekend while I am out of town (just great). I will probably come home to an empty house. Your right about me focusing to much on what she is doing, but damn, how can I not focus on her destroying this family that we worked so hard to build. I think I am just freaking out because when I get home this weekend from camping I will officially be seperated. I am having to answer lots of questions from my D5. She is really upset at wife for not comeing camping with us. I feel like I am at the point of hating everything that see is doing and I don't know if I can ever forgive what she is doing.



I am constantly asked questions by S5, he always wants to know when I'm coming back to the "red house". He always wants to know why I'm mad or what is going on. I don't lie to him but I don't give him adult expanations either. Itell him that I can't come home yet. I haven't found a good reason why I can't I just tell him I need to live at grandmas for a while. The one thing I never ever do is talk badly about my W i front of the kids. I constantly remind them that we both love them very much. I think that is all you can really do at this point.


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