Karen,

I never asked for any details he just told me them and so did his friends. Some things I asked about I wanted to know how long etc. but, I didn't ask about the sexual things his friends told me about them. She would see me every day at least twice picking up our kids and dropping them off from school we would also see each other on the interstate each of us heading the other way going to see him or going home. You would think she would have figured out that we were still talking and thinking about trying again. she would take her kids to spend time with him too wanted him to get attached to them as well. The woman is sick and I feel for her children and her H. I am sure from what others have told me that she had more than my H on the side uses them for their money if they have any and a good time.
I guess I will never forget what happened I just hope that I have really forgiven him. He still has a lot of growing to do. still says he can always move out again when he's having a tough time with me still being injured from work and some days it's all I can do just to get out of bed. Third shift life for me has to come to an end soon cause it is causing problems again. After my surgery in a couple of weeks it will help to be home for 6 months while I recuperate. He will take care of me but likes to be on the go so don't know how long before he will tire of me being off my feet. I guess we all have our days where life isn't all roses. We have only had a couple of fights and up until recently Its been pretty good around here he has been wonderful even romantic LOL never was before. I am feeling a bit stressed from my upcoming surgery have to have three vertebrae in my neck fused and a plate put in to stabelize it. I hate pain and although I live with it every day I 've gotten used to this ache but the pain for the first few days after surgery really sucks LOL. Plus I have to look at the fact that I may come out worse than I am right now for a while any way. still taking it one day at a time!!!!!!! My being stressed is rubbing off I guess.
As for every one else I am so glad I came back to check on every one to see whats happening. There have been so many good days in the last 7 months and me back to work I rarely find time on the computer any more. Kinda glad I couldn't sleep the other night and I got to catch up alittle. Sorry to hear some of the stuff though. Lots of sad things have happened along with the good. glad that the good has out weighed the bad on the whole though . Wish you all well in case I don't get back on for a while work and kids and upcoming fun not looking forward to it at all..... hopefully all will go wonderful and will be back in a couple weeks to see how every one is doing

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