Kansha, sorry for causing you any anxiety--- my own must have been seeping through my post. That is not what I intended for you. I must've missed that this is a counselor you both already know and trust. Sorry! I am encouraging you to go through with the counseling, that was all--- and my own anxiety over getting H to go must have just bombarded you. I really am sorry about that. Take care! You are doing wonderfully. Hang tough.