I've been reading your posts and I can empathize with you because I have been through so many of the ups and downs regarding the OW....it sure is difficult and sometimes we lose sight that we are the prize....but I did finally realize that I would be OK with or without my H and I still know that now which is one MAJOR step that I have taken in the past 18 months.....I look back to when this all started and can't believe that I've actually gotten this far in my relationship with myself and with my H...I wish you only the best, but as you have read so many times on this board that you have to realize that no matter what, you will SURVIVE....as we go through this roller coaster ride we do become a better person... Thanks for you response...and I must commend you on your trip...it sounded very rough and a true test of your character which I might add is outstanding....I know how you feel when you backslide, but each time you pick yourself up faster and get back on that ride again.....Keep up the good work!
