I sometimes hesitate to write some of the stuff that I do. I guess I feel that sometimes some people might think I'm rubbing my good news in their faces...and that's soooo very much not my intent. I remember reading some of the posts when I first joined this BB about successes people would have....and I'd feel jealousy...and joy for them, but that twinge of jealousy usually hit home first.
I post what I view as our successes though to hopefully let others see that things CAN change. Heck if I can do it...I guess I believe ANYONE can. I do still firmly believe though that the changes had to start with ME, I had to truly make changes within myself.....when I truly made those changes within myself that FINALLY got that heavy granite ball of change moving in the right direction.
For us those changes were probably sped up by my discovery of my H's online activities....but I do believe I was headed there anyway; he just sort of enabled me to make those changes within myself at warp-speed. I was thinking about making those changes anyway....my discovery just took away every single reason I could come up with for not making them. KWIM?
