I did a lot of thinking. I just really feel at a loss. I guess I am just not attracted to his personality anymore. Which in return has caused me to not be attracted to him at all. Therefore I have no sex drive. See I have done a lot of working on myself. I lost weight to better myself. I started working and gained a lot of independence in doing so. I have started the procedures for going back to school this summer. I am also considering a second job. In return the hubby has acted so angry. I don't see him growing or trying to change at all. He is bitter most of the time.
I guess to maybe an explanation also for my drive loss could be I'm just exhausted also. I do a majority around here and do fine myself resentful that he doesn't help more. He says I should try to work his shift. This weekend I told him I would be glad to if that meant I could lay around and not have any worries or responsibilities other then work. I told him it would be like a vacation.
