Quote: I should have better. But my fantasies are becoming more vivid and I find myself throughly checking out other women, especially looking for the wedding ring. If some attractive women expressed a physical interest in me, I probably would falter.
You are avoiding taking personal responsibility for your sex drive and hoping that some attractive HD woman will come along to take the responsibility for you. I understand this "rescue" fantasy but I gotta tell you it ain't gonna solve your problems even if it does come true. I mean what if your new HD hottie loves to give blow-jobs but she just gives really lousy blow-jobs. What are you going to do then?
"Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life?" - Mary Oliver
