I understand, and thank you (I'm saying that a lot to you guys, and I really mean it!). I suppose I'm guilty of wanting that "magic bullet" that will fix everything - as I read in Nicky's archived thread, it can take a loooonnnnggg time to have her pain subside, and I've got a life and a little boy to worry about. He calls me "Superman" because that's his favorite superhero - how can I not feel like the luckiest man alive, even with all this going on.
