Hope you had a wonderful bike ride this am! Haven't seen you on the board lately, so just wanted to check in. Sorry to hear of the flashbacks. I guess the positive side is that is in your control. Your still dbing and that's important. Thanks always for the support and encouragement.
CC,
Don't give up hope!! My separation is 10 mos. plus and H filed 4 mos ago.
There are times when I'm feeling down, but I try to turn it over to my Higher Power and let God take over. I can't predict what's going to happen tomorrow much less in a few months. Just try to focus on being what you want to be and what you are. I'm at the point where I truly still want my marriage. I realize my shortcomings in the breakdown. I also know that we have no control over our H's. I know that I will have a wonderful life with or wo H. That does not mean that I don't get down, but those are the times for prayer and reflection.
Keep strong. Remember that we have to write out third book together, "How to Happily Reunite with Your Love".
