I will not be able to type a long reply as I am at home and this computer shuts me off after awhile so I have lost replies that I have tried to post before.
Husband came home today and we did talk. I know that we should not but he saw my suitcase here and asked where I was going, I just told him out of town and then we talk about the dogs and house being taken care of and he says that he will not be by because he is going out of town also. Well, he may be going out of town to the same state that I am going to but he is not for sure and he does not know if he is going by himself or not. Of course later on he says he does not know if he is driving to that state but he is going to do something and get away. I just hope to God it is not with the OW. Anyway we did talk about how he does feel like he did not know me in the end because of the lack of time that we had together. I told him that I was sorry that he felt that way but we could have talked about it then and possibly done something about it then. He just seems to think that No, he shut down and pulled away from me and that once he shuts down and pulls away that there is no going back and he just does not want to be married anymore. He says that he got scared after he asked me to marry him and I said that I did too, hell alot of people do. I do know that he got scared and then wrote in our book to each other that he was happy he was going to marry me and that he knew I was the best thing for him, he loved me so much, thanked God for bringing me to him, etc. etc.
