Just to let you all know that it rained here in KY yesterday so obviously my H could not cut the grass and he did not come home or call me at all yesterday. I did make sure that I did not go home for lunch just in case he came home anyway. It hurts that he did not call and I am finding it hard to not think of him and the OW. I know that he is supposed to go to the lake this weekend with the guys and can't help but wonder if there will be girls there too. I am trying to make sure that I have plans for this weekend, but as there are not a lot of my friends that I have told our situation too, it is hard to call someone to see what they are doing this weekend when they will wonder where he is. He has Monday off and it makes me so mad that this would have been OUR 4 day weekend together and that in a couple of weeks when where he works shuts down for a week, we were planning on (it was acutally his idea and he made initial plans to go in late February) going to a place in South Carolina where we spent out honeymoon. Of course, we obviously aren't going now and I know that he cannot go there without me because it was a husband and wife thing and the conditions state that we would show ID. Anyway, I am trying to plan on going out of town to stay with my best friend and if he wakes up out of this whatever then maybe we can do something together, but I am not holding my breath. This is all so hard.
I guess today he may be coming to mow the lawn since it is a nice day and I will eat here at work and not go home and maybe run some errands. He better call me. I know that is sad to say that, but it makes me mad when he doesn't and I know it should not. I am getting upset over things that I cannot control, but at the same time it is hard to know that the man that I married and fell in love with is acting like he can just forget about everything and go on with his life.
If anyone would like to respond with how they dealt with things like this then I would appreciate it. Thanks to all of you, you all have really helped me.
