Yes, I totally understand not leaving,and believe me i DID NOT want to leave,i even came back unwanted several times only to make things worse.My sitch was different though,i really made things worse by my actions after finding out so she kinda disliked me very much and you could cut the tension with a knife when i was around.I wish like hell i couldve stayed and not put my kids through this,but i think i really had no choice if i was to get where i am today.
