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sounds like your doing much better today..Its great that your W talked openly with you,and i dont want to put anything in your head,but there were many times my W even went to the point of crying while telling me nothing was going on,and i believed her only to be let down again and again.Im not saying your W is not telling the truth,im just saying down let your guard down all the way.
I continue to have much respect for you for staying around through all of this,and i know that everyone says that it is better to be in the same house with your WAS,and i thought i wanted to as well,but i dont think there is any way i would be back home right now if i hadnt left.They have to see what it is really like with life without out you,and do lots of stupid things they dont want to talk about.I told my W many times that i was done!But it wasnt til i was REALLY done that she found her way back to me.
Just wanted to chime in,and have been checkin up on ya
DeeJay