When you ASSume you make an ASS out of U and Me ....
Stick with it GH - you are doing great - she is still there with you - she wants you in her life - smelly t-shirts aside she has been relatively honest with you ...
Please see how much good and hope there is in this sitch rather than tying yourself in knots about things you can't control or even really understand. She's on her journey and you are on yours. They are parallel and sometimes tightly wound together, but they are separate.
Get that, and you'll be able to rebuild your relationship with loving and open trust.
That's what she's saying to you - she's screaming out for you to talk to her, ask her what's going on, rather than imagining entire scenarios in your mind.
She wants you to love her unconditionally and when you can - not by following the DB principles, but by owning them, being them - then she'll come back to you.
You've seen it happen with her before, when you detached fully, she came. You know it works - use it my friend.
V
Never make someone a priority, who makes you an option.
