Chris,

I hear you. I have accepted that and had actually accepted that our marriage was over so I suppose the only way to go is forward. I do have faith that it will happen. She is still very affectionate with me besides the obvious. I think it is still there somewhere but it will take time to "excavate". It has been covered up by years of struggle and neglect. Not physical or emotional neglect but rather the kind where you don't put forth the effort, you just feel your marriage is a given and don't appreciate what you have. We will see but we are still so conected in all aspects and were even through the seperation. I guess now I just have to have patience and let things take their coarse.